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not until tomorrow night.

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good
i coud prob use 1 more nite of being antisocial b4 i hav 2 remember how 2 talk 2 ppl

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yeah, i figured you might want a little extra time.

[That's why he didn't wait to spring it on him.]

we can just hang out in my room tonight if you want.

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( brb killing himself bc hyunsu is so thoughtful and it makes him want to die except not really because he died once and now he's terrified of death —

anyways. )

🥺🥺🥺 yea i woud like that alot
can we watch sum movies

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yeah, i'd like that.

what movies do you like?

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hmmmm well theirs the prob where they mostly only have shit from b4 i was born 🙄🙄
i made koby watch the toby mcguire spiderman movies bc he didnt believe me that sum1 named spiderman coud b hot so not those
have u ever seen mean girls

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no. i've heard of it but never seen it.

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omfg bet we r watching it
its a classic!!!

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ok good. i'll bring some popcorn and sodas back with me.

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WAIT
FUCK
I JUSF REELIZED WUT THE DATE IS
OMFG
I DIDNT DO NE THING 4 UR BDAY!!!!!
IM THE WORST BF ALIVE
🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🫨🫣🫣😫😫😫😖😖

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[For a moment Hyunsu is deeply perplexed by this text.]

it's ok.

i forgot about it.

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wut do u MEAN u forgot????

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i wasn't thinking about it? and i didn't really notice the date.

i don't know, i haven't really celebrated my birthday since my family died.

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wait

( what


there's a pause before he types again. )

i didnt kno

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i guess i don't talk about it much.

the world ending was kind of distracting.

[And also easier to talk about.]

i didn't have the best relationship with them.

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that sounds
hard
n complicated ig

( oh god. oh god. why does he feel so, like. sad all of a sudden? is this what other people feel like all the time? empathy? sympathy? he doesn't even know the fucking difference. )

was it monsters

( that seems logical from what hao knows about hyunsu's world, but. )

u dont hav 2 tell me if u dont wanna

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if you want to know i'll tell you.

they died in a car accident before the monster outbreak.

that's how i ended up in the same apartment building as eunyu and eunhyuk. i couldn't afford to stay in the same house after they died.

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hyunsu


idk how ur such a good person w all the shit uve been thru i s2g

i couldnt in a million years

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i don't know, i was pretty angry about it all for awhile.

i think that's why i became a monster.

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u can b angry n still b a good person
bsides
ur monster isnt even that bad

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are you sure you're not just saying that because he likes you?

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yea
im pretty sure
he only likes me bc u like me ne ways

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i don't know. you kind of charmed him first.

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the only thing i charmed wuz his dick
w my mouth

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yeah, but most people don't want anything to do with that part of me. they're too afraid.

maybe you were afraid too, but you still wanted me.

that means something.