i dont ever rlly like let ne 1 get this close ig ppl back home dont kno what i do n even if they did they just wouldnt get it nobodys ever rlly made me want 2 kno them better either but now i do kno u better n still want 2 kno more n wut am i supposed 2 do if u go home like eunyu?
( oh god oh god oh god hao is suddenly overwhelmed with a flood of emotions like he might puke or cry or die (again), typing out a little:
i lo
— before immediately backspacing the shit out of it and yeeting his phone in favor of hiding his face in his hands as though anyone can even see him and how hot and flushed his stupid cheeks are right now. eventually: )
guess u rlly wanna b stuck w me 4ever then huh 🙄🙄🙄🤔🤭🫠
hmmmmmmmm b4 im gonna need a movie 2 wind down from the adrennalin of swallowing u a bajillion times 😏 plus i wanna cuddle w u during the movie n sumtimes movies make me sleepy or horny tbd
[Hyunsu doesn't text back again because...well...he can't. He has successfully gathered all the snacks he promised and now he's headed back to his room. Both his hands are occupied carrying food.
He arrives a few minutes later his arms full of popcorn (freshly popped with extra butter), spicy Cheetos, m&ms and soda.]
( honestly, after that conversation and for what feels like a billion different reasons and because of a billion different emotions, hao has half a mind to absolutely jump hyunsu the minute he walks through this door, throw his arms around him and hug him so tightly that he can't breathe and has to beg for mercy. luckily, the smell of buttery popcorn snaps him back to reality, where he scrambles up off the chair he was sitting in, dropping his phone and rushing to hyunsu to steal some snacks from his arms so he can plant a kiss on his lips. )
I missed you. ( which is probably silly, considering it's only been a few hours. still ... it's definitely true, exacerbated by the fact that hao's basically been an antisocial freak since he came back. hyunsu just feels — safe. )
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not the only thing though.
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( because hao's not ! )
wut else?
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you agree to go to work parties with me when i ask you.
you make me smile.
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😖😖😖😖😖
i like u 2 fuckin much
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im sereous ive never liked sum1 so much b4 n it freaks me out bad
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i like you too, though.
what about it freaks you out?
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let ne 1 get this close ig
ppl back home dont kno what i do n even if they did they just wouldnt get it
nobodys ever rlly made me want 2 kno them better either
but now i do kno u better n still want 2 kno more n wut am i supposed 2 do if u go home like eunyu?
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[And he means it because losing people sucks and he knows it because he's experienced it, both here and back home.]
i wish we knew why some people stay and some don't.
i want to stay with you for as long as you want me.
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i lo
— before immediately backspacing the shit out of it and yeeting his phone in favor of hiding his face in his hands as though anyone can even see him and how hot and flushed his stupid cheeks are right now. eventually: )
guess u rlly wanna b stuck w me 4ever then huh 🙄🙄🙄🤔🤭🫠
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it could be fun, right?
i found some spicy cheetos so i'm bringing those too.
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i kno how much u just looov getting ur ass kicked in smash bros so yea i think that could b fun
( reasons why hyunsu is The Best #2827278229: he can tell when hao's five seconds away from mcfrickin losing it. )
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😌
mayb kirby will show mercy on u 2nite since ur bringing so many good snax and also bc u r nice and a good bf and i like u
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b4
im gonna need a movie 2 wind down from the adrennalin of swallowing u a bajillion times 😏
plus i wanna cuddle w u during the movie n sumtimes movies make me sleepy
or horny
tbd
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ur rite
🤔 i rlly gotta think this thru
idt even regina george coud get me 2 pay attention 2 a movie if ur dick was in my mouth
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i'm pretty sure that would distract me too.
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not even if i asked u nicely 🥺🥺🥺🥺
its suuuhuhuuuhuch a good movie
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i'd try.
for you.
[simps gonna simp.]
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===> action
He arrives a few minutes later his arms full of popcorn (freshly popped with extra butter), spicy Cheetos, m&ms and soda.]
I'm back.
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( honestly, after that conversation and for what feels like a billion different reasons and because of a billion different emotions, hao has half a mind to absolutely jump hyunsu the minute he walks through this door, throw his arms around him and hug him so tightly that he can't breathe and has to beg for mercy. luckily, the smell of buttery popcorn snaps him back to reality, where he scrambles up off the chair he was sitting in, dropping his phone and rushing to hyunsu to steal some snacks from his arms so he can plant a kiss on his lips. )
I missed you. ( which is probably silly, considering it's only been a few hours. still ... it's definitely true, exacerbated by the fact that hao's basically been an antisocial freak since he came back. hyunsu just feels — safe. )
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