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[For a moment Hyunsu is deeply perplexed by this text.]

it's ok.

i forgot about it.

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wut do u MEAN u forgot????

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i wasn't thinking about it? and i didn't really notice the date.

i don't know, i haven't really celebrated my birthday since my family died.

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wait

( what


there's a pause before he types again. )

i didnt kno

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i guess i don't talk about it much.

the world ending was kind of distracting.

[And also easier to talk about.]

i didn't have the best relationship with them.

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that sounds
hard
n complicated ig

( oh god. oh god. why does he feel so, like. sad all of a sudden? is this what other people feel like all the time? empathy? sympathy? he doesn't even know the fucking difference. )

was it monsters

( that seems logical from what hao knows about hyunsu's world, but. )

u dont hav 2 tell me if u dont wanna

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if you want to know i'll tell you.

they died in a car accident before the monster outbreak.

that's how i ended up in the same apartment building as eunyu and eunhyuk. i couldn't afford to stay in the same house after they died.

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hyunsu


idk how ur such a good person w all the shit uve been thru i s2g

i couldnt in a million years

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i don't know, i was pretty angry about it all for awhile.

i think that's why i became a monster.

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u can b angry n still b a good person
bsides
ur monster isnt even that bad

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are you sure you're not just saying that because he likes you?

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yea
im pretty sure
he only likes me bc u like me ne ways

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i don't know. you kind of charmed him first.

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the only thing i charmed wuz his dick
w my mouth

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yeah, but most people don't want anything to do with that part of me. they're too afraid.

maybe you were afraid too, but you still wanted me.

that means something.

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i wasnt afraid
well
mayb i was afraid that i wasnt afraid
u just needed 2 find sum1 whose good @ monster rangling 😌

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you're pretty uniquely qualified for that.

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lucky u huh
🙄🤭

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yeah, i think so.

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stopppppppp ur cute 😤😤😤😤😤😤

i decided im gonna do smth 4 u 4 ur bday weather u like it or not but im not gonna tell u when so u dont kno if its a late bday present or an early 1
✨ suspence ✨

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[This is so sweet while somehow being very typically Hao. Hyunsu is charmed.]

now who's being cute?

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still u 😡😡😡🔪🔪🔪🔪
always u
it is v upseting
i sware ive never had ne 1 do so much nice stuff 4 me so i dont even kno how 2 deal

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you do nice stuff for me too, though.

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wwwweeeeelllllll the nice stuff i do 4 u is usally a lil selfish 2

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i like it when you're a little selfish.